I've been sooo busy I have so many unfinished posts including Weave Kween part 2 that I am yet to post but I thought I would share an extract from something I'm writing, still editing it but I hope you like it...
I heard a car pull up to the back entrance of my apartment. I left the door on the latch so he let himself in. The light in the hall way was off so I stood at the entrance of my bedroom door to let him know where I was. He closed the door behind him and walked towards the bright light. As Ayo stood before me expecting me to greet him with a hug, I undid my dressing grown and let him stare at my naked body for a while before saying anything.
‘I just want you to fuck me, but none of that affectionate shit. Just make me feel good.’
Without hesitation Ayo dropped his bag, picked me up and threw me on the bed.
His soft lips clenched firmly around my nipple as he sucked it and teased me
with the tip his tongue. He worked his way down to my thighs, leaving a trail of kisses across my stomach as I
opened my legs to let him taste me. Before he had even reached my pelvis, he lifted his head.
‘I’m done.’ He said as he stood up and walked towards his
bag
He stopped for a moment contemplating on my words. A second later, he turned back and climbed on top of me. I knew he had to be joking, he couldn't have just walked out of my house like that. Ayo came so close that our lips almost met. But I had no intention of kissing him. Every time we did I was reminded of how much I lusted for him but really loved Anton. I just
wanted sex. Nothing more, but I was in too deep.
He kissed my neck whispering 'Haven't you missed me?'
I lay there in silence starring at the ceiling hoping he'd stop talking and penetrate me as I had told him to.
He kissed my neck whispering 'Haven't you missed me?'
I lay there in silence starring at the ceiling hoping he'd stop talking and penetrate me as I had told him to.
'Haven't you?' he asked again
This time his tone was slightly more aggressive. Ayo ran his bottom lip in between mine trying to kiss me every now and then. I tried to turn my head to stop him but he held my jaw firmly in his hand to restrain me. Strangely, this turned me on even more. The frustration building up in him as his masculine physique towered over me made me want it, but I had to resist temptation.
‘Move!’ I shouted as I pushed him off me.
‘Making a fool out of the men who want to take care of you.
Making them feel small because it makes you feel better.’
'For a woman who clearly feels nothing for me, yes. Yes I do.'
'Do you love me?'
'Come on Lici what kind of question is that.'
'Do You Love Me?' I asked again this time emphasising each word
'What do you honestly expect me to say? You have a boyfriends who you live with and call me when you want to fuck. Would you love me?'
I looked up at my reflection 'I'm a woman, we imagine what our kids would look like 5 minutes after meeting an attractive guy, what the fuck do you think?' We both laughed but I
This time his tone was slightly more aggressive. Ayo ran his bottom lip in between mine trying to kiss me every now and then. I tried to turn my head to stop him but he held my jaw firmly in his hand to restrain me. Strangely, this turned me on even more. The frustration building up in him as his masculine physique towered over me made me want it, but I had to resist temptation.
‘Move!’ I shouted as I pushed him off me.
‘See! You see what I mean. This is what I should be doing to
YOU. You can’t use me like this.’ He said in anger.
For the first time I felt embarrassed to be naked in front of him. When we fucked I loved it when he spoke down to me, but now it was as if I were a small child who hadn't done as she had been told. I picked up my
dressing gown and made my way to the bathroom, he followed me.
‘And as always she has nothing to say. Do you enjoy doing
this?’ Ayo leant against the door frame as I tried to fix myself in the mirror, checking my red satin dressing gown covered all of me.
‘Doing what?’ I asked, starring at my reflection trying to avoid eye contact. But now he was stood right behind me, watching my eyes in the mirror.
With my hands on either side of the sink, I lowered my head.
‘You’re a selfish little bitch. That’s exactly what you are' He sniggered. 'A broken one
who pretends she’s on top of everything because she's so well put together in public. But really you're empty inside Lici, you just want to be loved.’
Ayo was stood right beside me, he tried to reach for my face, but I turned my head in shame as I wiped my tears and cleared my throat.
‘You talk like you care.’ I said
Ayo was stood right beside me, he tried to reach for my face, but I turned my head in shame as I wiped my tears and cleared my throat.
‘You talk like you care.’ I said
'For a woman who clearly feels nothing for me, yes. Yes I do.'
'Do you love me?'
'Come on Lici what kind of question is that.'
'Do You Love Me?' I asked again this time emphasising each word
'What do you honestly expect me to say? You have a boyfriends who you live with and call me when you want to fuck. Would you love me?'
I looked up at my reflection 'I'm a woman, we imagine what our kids would look like 5 minutes after meeting an attractive guy, what the fuck do you think?' We both laughed but I
